It is 7am in the morning and still dark outside. It is Saturday the 8th of December, 2018.
I woke up at 5am this morning and felt God telling me to prepare some of you for what is about to unfold. He told me to COMFORT those of you who are not ready for what is about to happen and have not understood what He is about to do.
This blog post is written for Christians, my spiritual family here in Britain but also around the world. It won't make any sense to anyone else.
Let me start with this. I have a photo of myself in my bedroom that was taken when I was a toddler. When I look at it I am shocked at how big my ears are. My mother must have looked at me when I was born and thought she had brought forth an elf! Did you know that the ears are one of the organs that will never stop growing? While the rest of our body may start regressing our ears don't. And if I started with such big ears as a child, how humungous will they be when I am an old woman? The answer is ... HUGE.
This aspect of who I am used to worry me, it is the reason I wear my hair long to cover up my big ears. I only began to feel excited about this part of my body when I heard someone comment that people with big ears were passionate and artistic. This is definitely true of me. I am incredibly intense and creative.
Many of you will be familiar with the story of Red Riding Hood. On visiting her grandmother and commenting on how huge her Grandmother's ears were, Red Riding Hood's supposed grandmother famously replied ....
" ALL THE BETTER TO HEAR YOU WITH "
Of course those of you who know the story are aware that grandmother was actually a wolf in disguise. This is where the parallel with my life ends. But I do have BIG EARS and I know that they are actually a reflection of who I am internally.
I am a great listener. I listen to people talking at me all day long. My ability to listen is much larger than my ability to talk. I have the gift of hearing and I use it all the time. People find themselves telling me things that they won't tell anyone else. I have been given many secrets to hold which I have kept.
My biggest ability with my huge ears is the ability to listen & hear what God is saying. What is demonstrated in the physical is actually a reflection of the spiritual, inner workings.
Because I am very comfortable chatting to God, walking with God, arguing with God. Listening to Him is an easy place for me to be in. I know His voice. I know what He sounds like. I know a little of what He thinks. I have insight into His heart. We share large amounts of our day together. He can get through to me.
It doesn't take much effort because on the whole I have so much free time to hang out with Him and chat. I am easily convinced of His ability and purpose. I believe. That's all there is to it. It cannot be reasoned out of me or changed. I just believe and that is the way I am. That is the reason Christians are called BELIEVERS.
I have purposefully emptied my life so that I can do this and am not driven by the 9-5pm work schedule. I work part time and live off less financially. It is a choice I have made and although sometimes this can be a difficult way to live, it is one I have chosen.
I wrote 2 weeks ago on the subject of praying and interceding over our decision to leave the EU = BREXIT. It really was a cry from my heart that too many of us are not spending any time at all praying at a this most important junction when we are facing the biggest shift of our lives.
Having reviewed that blog post and looking back at the number of people who read that post I realise that my voice is needed. I need to say more on the subject because we are about to face some change, those of us who live in Great Britain.
Over the next weeks we are about to have some major shifts which could look alarming if you don't understand what is really going on. What is about to happen will also have repercussions for the rest of the world.
This morning I am writing because I felt that God wanted me to comfort you ahead of what you might see as a disaster. This blog post is a gentle reminder that if you are not listening you might be very dismayed at what is about to happen.
I was up in the woods walking in the rain yesterday. It was one of those beautiful afternoons when there is sunshine and showers. Huge patches of blue sky and then a swathe of rain that falls from somewhere far, far away with no obvious cloud overhead. I was enjoying the way the sun's rays catch the rain, sparkling and dancing in and out of the water droplets. I stopped under a huge redwood tree to listen to a gathering of birds chattering away to each other. Something in the weather had triggered joy and they were laughing and singing together. The air was bright and clean. I was getting wet but not enough to be uncomfortable. It was a gentle drenching.
I know that sunshine and rain means rainbows and I was getting ready for one but not sure where it would appear. I walked on to the edge of the woods and stopped to look at the view back across the valley and over to Loseley. It was calm and quiet after a busy week of filming. The last of the film crew were hurried off the property on Friday morning and the whole place was now being swept and cleaned for a quick turn around & a huge party in the evening.
I looked over to my left and there is was, a huge & intense deeply rich in colour, double rainbow landing in the adjoining field. It was massive and clear and if I had a phone or a camera I would have tried to capture it. But of course I was empty handed.
As I stood on my viewpoint spot looking at the rainbow to my left, the rain increased and started to drive against my face, forcing me to take shelter. I could go back into the woods or progress towards home which I chose to do. I ran through the rain across the field and found shelter under the canopy of a little stand of scruffy bushes. Looking back up to where I had been standing I was shocked to realise that the rainbow had landed right where I had been standing. It now appeared to start its arch from the exact spot where half a minute ago I had stood.
I laughed out loud and said... " I knew you were going to show off. That is spectacular and I can't believe I was standing right on the spot where the rainbow came down and couldn't see it until I arrived over here! You have a naughty sense of humour God. I was standing on the pot of gold where the rainbow ends and never knew it! "
And it was then that I felt He whispered ...
" Don't forget this. You need to remember this. "
And in that moment I realised that we were about to enter an unusual week and an uncertain few months. I hadn't really processed all of this until I was awake at 5am this morning and I felt Him say ...
" Comfort my people. They need to not be alarmed ... "
' The land of the Giants and the City that Mothers the world is being redirected. '
So there you go, this is what I believe we are about to live through in the next weeks and months. I felt I needed to write this as soon as possible. Headline news is past history. When it comes on the TV and Radio it will be a result of what has already happened behind the scenes.
I wrote it down so I am accountable and you can stone me if I got it wrong ! I wrote it down so that those of you that have spiritual ears to hear will listen. I wrote it down to comfort those who mourn. I wrote it down for those of you who live in other countries but will feel the repercussions because you are a nation that has been mothered by England. Be comforted.